This book is a travelogue of a common man who relates his life story with a story of his nation, Nepal. It is an attempt to look at how humans lead their lives. The Dilemmas, values, and worldviews they live with. How they are involved in the creation, construction and destruction of their own society and nation. At age thirty-two, the author relates his life with the life of his nation. How have both of them grown? The author has viewed the political development of Nepal through the eyes of his father, who had been an activist in the Nepalese democratic political struggle for more than thirty years.